*smiling yet my eyes are wet*
why do feel empty inside while i have plenty outside, why do suddenly feels sad when there are friends with me around me laughing together, sharing precious friendship moment with me but why do i feel like this...
i know im at the wrong turn and i was the one lurking around the corner waiting for this to happen but i never tot that i wud hurt this bad.. too bad for me to handle it this time... so hard that i fell knocked my face first and with mixed up feelings.... does it always has to end like this? want to end up then end it up... i cant make that choice because of the feeling i have for you... just y cant u understand that??? i hate to see that im the one pretending to be happy all these while when actually im an empty shell... izit hard for me just to understand that thing? im worthless piece of junk... not to anyone... not even to myself... i just need to cry...
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